I'm having a bad day
Remember the The Big To Do List?
"Miranda," it said "You CAN'T get any of this done, you aren't ALLOWED.
You havent even finished Sadies Blanket yet!"
Well I have had ENOUGH.
It's silenced now, and I'm still learning how to deal with the fact that things aren't going my way and won't go my way.
We can't move
We can't get out to do a marriage course
We can't go take time away
And I'm gonna end up throwing out a ton of crafting stuff after we move and not before.
Pretty sure its God's way of telling me that I am not in control, even though I want to be. It's tough to leave everything in someone elses hands. I'm a master planner of vacations, or events. I make zillions of lists for things, and I am lost when we do something on the fly, I hate it, it feels strange, and I don't like it.
But its not in my hands anymore.
3 comments:
Oh mir im so sorry your having a bad day. You need a break and to have a little fun and relax time.
I hate when things don't go my way too.
Sorry your going through a rough time. It's hard to let God be in control of things. I know that feeling.
Thanks guys. :) I hope that I will have a better couple days and that will brighten my mood
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